I mean it. You said you will never leave me and you’ll try not to hurt me. You promised me that you’ll stay, you fucking asshole. But you didn’t. I fed up. Yeah. I guess, promises are really made to be broken. I’ll be fine without you. I know I can survive without you in my life. We can be friends someday, tho. But not now. Not until I forget everything. I need to fix myself. I know I’ll be used to it.

Why the fuck am I like this. I can’t even hate you. I love you, really. But I guess I’ve been hurting too much which is not healthy anymore. I’ll be fine and I’ll be better this time. My life without you in it could be miserable but I need to move on and fix my own issues in life.

I’ll be forever grateful for having you.

I wish I was her. I envy her. Naka-move on ka na ba talaga? Kayo nalang kaya ulit? Putang ina e. Masakit.

I hate being jealous. Srsly. This feeling is killing me. Why am I feeling this way? Putang ina sige iyak pa, Dana.

Ikaw naalala ko. Seryoso. Hoy! Miss na kita e. Tang ina lang ang sakit. Hahaha.

Last Sunday, my boyfriend and I broke up. He broke up with me. He said that he’s not sure of..something. Maybe he’s not sure about me. It hurts like fuck, okay? I don’t think that’s the reason why he broke up with me. Maybe because he’s into someone new. Yeah. Whatever. So yeah, I’m in the process of moving on. We’re still friends, tho. We’re texting each other, still. But hell to yes I’m still in love with that fucking guy. I miss every single thing about him. I miss the way he says my name. The way he laughs. EVERYTHING. I fucking miss him every single time. This sucks.

Right now, right at this moment, I feel nothing. I just want that guy back. SRSLY.